Time To Go Fishing

I think my computer has a virus. I am worried it will not be finished before school starts. Oh life.

I have decided that I am not letting people walk on me anymore. I have given too many chances and I am the one getting hurt, over and over again. I don't have many chances left in me; I need to save what I have for something REALLY good.
I was asked to print something for my sister in law. Fine easy enough task except for the fact that I don't have a printer, a pretty valuable piece of equipment when you need to print something. I was supposed to go to the library to print stuff for school so my plan was to do everything in one swoop. Well the library was closed. Ummm my fault, no. My wallet ended up getting raped at FedEx; $18 to use the Internet in super speed and print and fax what I needed. So a bunch of boring stuff happened...... I thought why am I going to run around the world to figure something out for someone who is perfectly capable of doing it themselves? I told this lovely person and her mom that I would show her how to make an email and how to print stuff, we will figure it out together. Reasonable people would have been okay with this; you would have thought I killed a kitten in front of them. I am doing more work and being a damn friend by wanting to take the time to show you how to do it, they can't see it that way. Here's there way: I said I was going to do it FOR her and now I am not, I am the problem not them. You know the saying teach a man to fish? Well these people are starving.
I am done. I know they are supposed to be family but it hard to care when my husband doesn't even care. His mom has talked down to me, hit my kids, disrespected me; why am I making an effort? I will say it again I am done.

Wow I am due to write something really upbeat and awesome now. I can't believe I haven't talked about Lincoln, he deserve his own post. I will work on that. Maybe the ambitious person in me will find her way out and write that post today.